You Are My Home -
(Only you don't know it yet)
-Sahil Singh
I had lost my coordinates to reach
My home — that is until I found you.
The city of djinns was large —
Imposing, boisterous, houses and concrete,
Monuments covering the skies —
Sans belonging, sans a place where I
Could stay, sans hope of finding one —
Until I found you.
You wouldn’t know, ever …
How every night, on my way back
From college, I would carry your words
Those little syllables you would speak to me
Throughout the day — a handful of them,
And place them succinctly beside my
Bed. Everyday. Until I built a wall one day.
A month later four walls were complete.
Your words, and laughter all stuck together,
Weaved with that long hair of yours that
Had once stuck on my shirt’s button, and
You had laughed pulling it off, your eyes
Shining, a little of that shine I have hung
On my walls as light. They twinkle
At night. I have designed a terrace too, of
Glass, with the moistness of your
First kiss. Only you don’t know, how
The little droplets of love that you drench
Me in — sometimes — I find a home
In them, I build one out. And I live there.
There my tears flow freely. Would you —
Live in it — ? Or maybe — We could
Build a home together one day — …
We could belong, forever, growing
Like trees.
—Tell me ?